Bear-ing some unforeseen scene, bring both to Deep River for spinnin' and jawbonin'. I'm not surprised you are well past honeymoons with guns. Nor am I surpriesd you recognize "it" when you first pick up a gun. In reality, I doubt that I have much to show you personally - you have enough insightful experience to know intuitively and by subjective feel. I may be able to help you put some numbers around what you recognize by feel, much like keeping a record of desired stock dimensions. Also, some people find that having names for the elements they are feeling sharpens their focus on each individual element. I'll be looking forward to such a discussion.