Do you own even one double barrel shotgun yet Jagermeister? I'd feel a bit depressed too, if all I was able to do is look at guns I couldn't afford to buy. And why did you buy non-lead shotgun shells when you recently told us that you don't hunt anymore?
Hey, did you read that " Gunmaking in Africa" thread? Maybe you could do like those Mau Mau tribesmen and cobble together a couple pieces of pipe, some duct tape for ribs, nails for firing pins, an old 2x4 for a stock, etc., and you'd actually have a reason to post on a double gun forum. Watch for correct grain flow through the wrist on your 2x4.