So sorry for your loss. Those who never had a good dog just never understand how they are like favorite family members or kids to us. Time will help but you know in the end nothing helps as much as another pup. I am heading out this weekend to pick up my own replacement pup for one I lost a year ago. I still clearly see her last hunt like it was yesterday. If I get to heaven there will be several great dogs waiting for me and if I don't I hope a few of you fellows will take them hunting for me. They deserve it.
