I can't help you with the fine looking rifle any more than to be a good kind of envious. However, I can offer a bit of experience on your illness. I don't know if it can be called advice.
Yes, you are diseased. Fortunately, it is not terminal unless your wife takes exception to your purchases. That can only be determined by time and when you find out it may be too late.
There is no known cure. However, my experience has proven that the disease can be put into remission by a poorly performing economy and a business that keeps itself afloat but not very profitable. Changes have been made, to the business, and recovery is expected in approximately a year but with considerably less disposable income. The fear is that the small amount of disposable may be enough for the infection to again become active.
I do not sympathize with you. In a paradoxical way I am glad you have the resources to continue to treat your disease but am envious that, even with the Affordable Care Act, mine can not be treated at this time.
Go get 'em tiger!!! Nice rifle!!