Postoak: Strangely I know exactly what you mean! Long before the movie "Braveheart" was released, my father who left school during the Depression and fought throughout the Pacific used to quote William Wallace when I was a small boy. "Every man dies, but not every man really lives!". It became my mantra, especially after being wounded in Vietnam at age 19 on my second combat tour. So I do understand, though it can't be conveyed in simple terms. Enjoy the journey, it makes the getting there all the more worthwhile. Jerry
